Edit - Ooh! I just fiqured out that for some reason, only either the Kao-ani or the text writing of my mood comes up...hm..

Ok, so I started school yesterday. It was a half day. First, I went to my locker and stuff and omgosh the lockers are soo hard to open! Amy and I couldn't open them so Carlyna did it for us lol. Then Amy and I went to yearbook homeroom. Then...

PE - hate it as always, but we didn't do anything today or yesterday

Stats - dont like it so much...the class itself is fine, just that on the homework there's so many graphs and stuff, its soo annoying! And we have a quiz friday and I really need to review.

Free - tried/ learned opening my locker

Chemistry - Oooh my gosh! I hate this class! The people are fine and all just the teacher...she just mumbles everything. And i sit in the back sort of and I can't see over Daniel's hair! LOL But I do have Adela and Jill in this class again =D

Geometry - This was pretty good. We're still reviewing the basic stuff. I have to review just a bit for the quiz Friday. The people in it are cool too.

Comp Applications - I thought I would hate this class but its not so bad. I dont mind sitting in front of the computer doing what I already know how to do so much xD And I have Sammy's brother in this class hehe.

English - This is pretty good too. I like my teacher; she's soo sweet! At first I thought it was a guy because there's two teachers with the same last name but then Amy told me that the girl taught the enlish class. We're doing this Socratic Seminar and I have to participate ;.; I hate talking in class but I'll get through it somehow. And there's a in class essay on Friday, I think.

French - Ok so this would be better if I had it with Amy but that's ok. The class is pretty good but Mrs. Walvoord talks soooo fast and all in french ;.; But I guess we'll get used to it. It's also going to be harder than I expected this year, I think. Lots of reading/writing to do.

Yearbook - This was pretty good. I have it with Amy and stuff. We're interviewing each other for now...when are we going to start the yearbook?

Today I saw Sammie!!!! hehehe. She was waiting for me outside the comp apps room. We talked for a little bit and then she went to see her councelor. She's starting tomorrow! I don't have any classes with her but i do have lunch with her 2nd semester. She's getting in all the regular classes because of her Explore test scores. That was in 8th grade!!! Oh well, i'll make sure she gets out of them quick.

I had soo much homework the first day! It took me five hours! AAH! Today it took 3, which isn't so bad I guess.

I have a cold..ahh its so annoying. It hurts all over =(

Yesterday we went to the New Balance store in Highland Park. I didn't find anything good but Highland Park is sooo nice! I'm not sure if this was a 'mall' or a downtown area but it was really cool. Its like a mini chicago downtown area, but a little more suburbie lol ^^ I loved it.

Today we didn't do anything. I had to rest at home because of my cold. =( Tomorrow...we're going to the fabric store to get some fabric and a sewing machine xD; My mom has to fix up the shirts i got. Aaand..Saturday, I'm going to lincolnwood for my haircut, and afterwards i'm gonna go to Kohls for shoes, then maybe Carsons and Gadzooks.

Suuunday...we're just gonna be at home and do some barbecue. It's my brother's last day T___T Monday we go to drop him off and Tuesday....school ;.;

Well today was bad =/ I woke up at like 10.30 and ate and stuff. Then I was just talking to Sammie for a little bit. At like 11.30 I went to NN to pick up my books and stuff. My parents dropped me off and they went to Jewel and Old Navy. Well it took me like 2 min to get my books (i thought it would take longer) and i called my parents but my dad's cell wasn't working, as always. So i just talked to Sammie while I was waiting. Then when my parents came, we went to Walmart. I got socks and we got some other stuff. On the way home we stopped at the library. I had to return 2 books (I just realized I have a fine on one of them) and I got Mars 9. So good! lol

Then at home, my mom and brother got in a fight, and pretty much the whole evening was spent in that. My mom's still bitchy about it. Gah. I'm SO fed up with this shit.

Amy got back today but I dont have any classes with her besides Yearbook and homeroom =(

Omgosh, I didn't realize it but school starts in a week!! Nooooooo!!! *sniff sniff* Next monday, we're gonna be in Indiana to drop my brother off. Then Tues. school starts. *cries*

I wonder where Amy is. She was gone for 10 days, so she should be back today. I'll call her tomorrow, I think. I wonder if she'll be there to pick up the books. I've to go to NN tomorrow to pick up my books and stuff.

Oh! Sammy is gonna go to register at NN on Thurs. WOOHOO! LOL! I've been nagging her about it hehe ^^; Just wanted to make sure she was gonna come. lol. I SOOOO hope I have some classes with her. It'll be so bad if we can't even see each other! ;_; I think she's suppose to go to CPSA jr. year again. *sniff sniff; bursts into tears*

Tomorrow, i'm suppose to go to the New Balance store. I hope I can find some shoes there that I like.

I was watching my Sailor Moon episodes again, and I wanted to pause and take a picture of baby Hotaru. It was taking up the whole screen and she was SO cute! lol! So I took a pic with my camera but light was reflecting off the screen and it didn't show up nice. So I turned off the flash and took it and it came out nice! Except that I was kind of shaking so it was a bit blurry ^^; So I try taking another one and....the battery runs out!!!! And guess what?? I dont have anymore!! *waaaaaaaaaahhhaahahahaa* ;___;

Yesterday night, I watched The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. It was reeaaally good lol.

I've to eat dinner but i'm soo not hungry...I drank tea like at 9.30 and i'm still full from it (I ate stuff with it too). I'll try eating lunch a bit earlier tomorrow ^^; I ate lunch late today (5.00 instead of 3.00) because I wanted to take a shower first. Which reminds me, that I need to get a haircut. Must make an appointment..meh.

Thats about it. Oh! hehehehe, Mamo told me Nola (cat) was watching Opera yesterday night LOL!

So we went to Devon to eat today, and when we got there we found out that it was Indian Day, so the roads and stuff were closed. But we got there and went to Shah Nawaz (sp?) to eat. The food wasn't all that, as usual. Then we started talking and I remembered my favorite restaurant in Paki, Havealy (sp?) and second favorite Village. Havealy is closed now though =( Then afterwards, we were going to a store to get some milk, and some of the shops still had the Paki flags out and songs playing. Then I remembered my Nork self when I was little. All dressed up, on the bed with a Paki flag, listening to those songs they played on TV on 14th August! LOL And how we would want to put up the jhundian (sp???? LOL) and it would always rain so we couldn't XDD

So i'm waiting for Amy to get home so I can see her schedule! lol. I think she's coming back sometime tomorrow, or maybe Tues., but i think it's tomorrow.

So far I have chemistry with Adela and Jill, like I had bio =) and then I have english with Hazel =)

*car pulls up to her house; Sammy, Biha, and Tija all dressed in black*

Tija: *wishper* There she is!
Sammy: *fob* Lets get her!

*sneak out of car and jump ----*

----: Ahhh!

*Biha, Tija, Sammy kidnap ---- and take her to the secret hideout; ---- strapped in a chair with hose still in hand*

Biha: So, ----, where were you this morning?
----: Oh, I was just watering the plants.
Sammy: Oh really? We didn't know, or we would have taken you with us to see...*dun dun dun* J--ran!

*---- with shocked expression*

----: No..no..noooooooooooooooo!! I was FREEEEE!!! NOOOO!!!!

*Biha, Tija, Sammy laugh evilly*

Tija: Oh...guess who else we saw, ----
----: *too shocked to speak*

Biha: Yo---f, and Ju--u!!!

----: NOO!!! I WAS FREE I TELL YOU, FREE!! WHY DIDN'T YOU TAKE ME!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Mission Accomplished.

LOL!!! OMG! Sammie we're such losers!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA

Edit// I was watching the Olympics ceremony thing earlier and they showed Pakistan. There's a 15 year old girl too for swimming. They were saying how she can compete now because they have full body suits and stuff. (you can't wear shorts/swimsuits in Islam and stuff). Yup...oh! And I have Chem with Adela =D

Ok so I got my schedule. Here it is.

1 ---- Homeroom - Scott
2-4 ---- PE // Fitzgerald
5-7 ---- AP Stats // Poznansky
10-13 ---- Chem 11H // Dajani
14-16 ---- Geom 1A // Van Roeyen
17-19 ---- Comp Appl // Kelley
20-22 ---- Eng 31H // Beeftink
23-25 ---- French51H // Walvoord
26-28 ---- Yearbook //Scott

Same for second semester except:

2-4 ---- PE // Steeno
17-19 ---- Lunch

Ok so my parents are talking again which is like weird. Maybe things really are changing =O!

Talking to Sammy online, lol, its sooo fun talking to her. <3 her. I can't wait till she's at NN! YAY! lol

Today we went to Gurnee Mills. I went to Hollister, and got these cheap pants ($7) then to Forever 21 and got 3 shirts. Its like..those long dress type shirts that i wanted. And I got a poncho. (total $50). 1 shirt is like a tank top and i'm gonna wear my sweater with it. The other 2 are tube tops, which my mom is gonna fix up so its like...a full top xD;

Yup thats pretty much it.

So today we all get up early cuz we wanted to go to Gurnee Mill, and we're all getting ready and stuff. Then my parents get in a fight, and voila! We're back to square 1 -hold grugdes and make my life miserable-

I'm so tired of this!!!! God my parents are such babies! 'oh you said that to me last year so im not talking to you anymore!' 'well you said this to me first!' geez.

So now my parents aren't speaking to each other and it bothers me because no matter how much i try to forget about it, i cant and i get that stupid feeling in my stomach that i hate. i'm not hungry and i need to eat. and just aaaaaaaaaaah!

I wanted to call sammy but she said not to cuz her mom's a little pissed. SO i'm gonna be like this for probably this coming week. Stupid parents.

In other news, i got a shirt today, probably gonna return it.

Ok, so this morning i'm sleeping and dreaming about nice things as usual and then someone rings the bell SO hard, and i jump up from my bed and i scream 'Ah! Huh what what happened????!?' Hahaha It was the Fedex guy! Yea could you have rang the bell any louder!? You nearly burst my head!

Anyways, it was all the papers we needed from Paki and stuff so we went to the attorney and gave him all the stuff so now we pretty much have to wait for the decision (hopefully a yes inshallah (i never say this kinda stuff..dont know why i am now haha))

Omgosh I'm so hyper right now! And I miss my uncle (Mamo..gonna call him that on my blog from now on too). The 1 1/2 weeks I spent with him were SO much fun. Omg I would let my energy out on him at night and bug him soo much and it was really fun haha. I remember in Penn, one night we were both really bored and we were all just sitting in our area (not really a living room but yea) and then my uncle's like 'this is sad, nobody's called me today' and he was looking at his cell. So i'm like 'you know what you should do? You should call someone and then just hang up. And then they're see they missed the call and have to call you back.' and i was kidding of course but he does it! LOL he called pretty much his whole phonebook and he hung up on them hahaha. and it was soo funny still nobody called! I was cracking up! And then i'm like 'you should call, wait for them to pick up and then hang up!' haha and he calls one of his friend and does that! HAHA. And you know what? He still doens't call back! LOL My uncles like 'this is so sad!' hahahaha. But someone did call! haha although my uncle never answered! haha. And then we were still bored and we started calling each other on the cells! LOL yea we're losers hahaha. It was SO much fun.

Yea.. haha..ok anyways, today I was suppose to go to Lincolnwood but after we came back from the attorney there was no time =/ So i guess tomorrow.

Ok you know what? About my gaining wait? F--- it! I'm so sick of it! "oh girls your height need to 120 lbs!' my ass! I'm sorry all of you in America are FAT but i'm not. I'm sorry, i dont mean to be rude but seriously a lot of people in america are obese and a lot aren't also but they're not skinny either. I'm not saying they should be or that's bad but they should stop being assholes to people who are. Seriously my aunts are healthy and they're fine you know they're not sick nor do they get sick often or something and they're skinny! Thats how it is in Paki, they're all skinny. (well you know most of them) and my mom told me that my aunts and pretty much everyone at my age and height was in the 80s for weight or early 90s. So you know what? I'm not gonna f--king die eating all day so i can be in the 'target weight range' cuz it's impossible for me. I'm not saying im gonna stop eating or something. I'm gonna eat healthy and 3 meals plus snacks and all that stuff and if that gains me some weight great. If not, too bad. I'm not about to follow the American guidelines. All my aunts were my weight when they were my age, so i know its not horrible, and they're a little above my weight now (taller then me but not by much) so i know i wont get sick often or die or something cuz of what my weight. I don't care so much about my height either anymore. I mean I wanna go grow but if not, too bad. It's not really in my hands if i eat right. Yea i dont care anymore, this is the way I am skinny and short and if you dont like it, tough.

Ok, that felt so much better! o.o

Now i'm hungry so i'm gonna go eat haha XD;

Edit - I realized I didn't have Motion in my links so I put him in. lol sorry! I thought i had you ^^;

Woo hoo! i'm spam free ! xD; or at least for today lol. <3 MT-blacklist. Although, for some reason Renari's domain thinigie was in the black list i downloaded lol (deep-ice) I deleted it from the list though.

Well on Sunday, Sammie came over. We watched New York Minute but we didn't really see the end part that well. It was a lot of fun though =) Then on Monday i was typing stuff for my dad half the day and the other half Amy came over lol. I gave her the b-day present i got for her. Then we watched New York Minute too and we finished it lol. Then we just talked about her camp (job) and played with her new cellphone and the moshi pillow lol. Wednesday, we were gonna see a condo but it didn't have a model open even though it said it did, then we did some gorcery and thats pretty much it.

Today we went to BedBath&Beyond to get a phone but it was sold out. Then we went to Kohl's cuz i wanted to get this dress i saw but couldn't find that either. Then nothing else.

Oh Tuesday I made rice, and then some daal (some type of beans i guess). It was good =P

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! i'm just pissed off all of a sudden. About everyone saying skinny people are automatically anorexic. Mostly it comes from fat people that can't lose weight. I know cuz people at our say that about skinny people when they're fat.

It just pisses me off. And also the fact that i'm trying to gain weight but everywhere i love theres a gazillion things about losing weight and for underweight people they just put 'oh ..eat -.-' GAH! Its not that fucking simple! And then with my cousin (3 yrs) too, they're all like 'why doesn't she eat!? Why doesn't she eat!?' 'oh you just dont feed her (to her mom)' and its like 'HELLO!? have you ever been to their house and seen what happens to make that judgement!?!?' Gah, she's so small and she cant eat solid food yet so she has to only drink milk. but she cant fit all that milk in her!
GAH!