I was on vacation last week. I went to Pennsylvania to my aunts. I've been sooo busy until now!

Well i had packed my stuff and everything and we got to Penn. on monday night and i realized i didn't bring my clothes xD; But it's not my fault. i was packing other smaller things and whoever took my cousins present out to the car should have had enough sense to take the bag of packed clothes too. But whatever. I got to go shopping on Tues. but it was at the outlets and i didn't find anything...however...i did go to the pet adoption place and look at cats with my uncle! XD They had a Nola cat only like 10 times bigger. And we though Nola was overweight xx; Then on Wed. I went to the Exton Mall, which is a mall not outlets, and I went to a few stores. I didn't find anything great..but i got 1 jeans from Boscov's and 2 shirts from Forever 21. They had soooo much cute stuff but I didn't have time to look at all of it because my cousin was with us and she can't stay out too long. Well then on Thurs. I had to go to my great aunt's house and on the way back we stopped at Kohl's and I bought like 2 shirts and a Pink Panther PJ. My brother was in a hurry so i just took a medium size for the PJ and it turned out to be like 3 inches too big. But later we checked and Small and Medium were exactly the same oO; So my mom's gonna fix it for me. Then Fri. was the worst! First, we had to go to Kiran's (cousin) appointment, and omg she was soo scared to go..(they didn't really need her to come) so my mom took her out so she'd feel better. After that we went home and then like an hour later we went to my great uncle's house. It took 3 hrs to get there, 1.5 hours to stay there and 4 hrs to get back plus we made a stop at Kababish. We got home at 10. Well all of the places are very far from my aunts house so each day i did somehting and it took the whole day but Fri. was the worst. And then Sat. mamo (uncle) went to NJ with a friend, so we went to outlets with my other Uncle. This was my brother's turn and it took a while. On the way back we got a watermelon (yuumm...) and then my uncle and brother went to the Exton mall but I didn't go cuz i was too tired. Then Sun. afternoon we left (1 day earlier than planned! not fair! :( ) On the way back we stopped at another Mall on the way to exchange a few things but it was closed so we left. We got here around 11ish at night.

Then Mon. I got Mars 6 from the library and mamo returned his shirt at the mall. My grandma's here too so i was busy with them. Then Tues. we had the whole attorney visit and getting papers togather and stuff and at night i went to the mall with mamo. We stayed at Barnes and Noble for a while and I read Mars 7. Then today morning they left :( Its so empty now...

Well all this stuffs going on and on one tells me anything! I hate it. I'm trying to hear things here and there and i think i know half of the story but still! No one tells me anything. When i come in the room they all shut up. Gah!

Well I deleted the other half of my entry. Its pointless anyways. Whatever.

GAH! i'm like about to cry, or i am crying and i dont know why!!! Its not cuz of the above thing..I just feel so left behind..

My dad's being an ass again. Since we came back from North Dakota everything was really cool and I could tell my dad was trying hard to get along and everything. but then my dad's fucking parents fucked everything up like always. OMG I HATE EVERYONE FROM MY DADS SIDE!

Well see my grandpa (dads side) needs to get an operation (for his eyes, i think). And he asked my dad for the money..so my dad tells my mom 'oh we have to send a $1000 to Paki..' and my moms like 'wtf!? you dont need $1000 to get an operation! we dont even have enough money for ourselves!' and we dont, i mean, we dont have any money just sitting there to give to people (except for stuff i saved). So then he starts being a bitch and stuff. And I know why he's doing that.

See my mom has a $1000 and my brother and I have some money too. My grandpa (moms side) gave us all his kids/grandkids money when he sold his shops. And my dad saw the money and she's like 'oh yea my dad gave it' and stuff. And she's never gonna use that money. I know she's gonna save it.

But my dad knows she has money and its bugging him. And he's like 'oh we need to send them money! we need to we need to!' And it probably only takes $200 for the operation! Knowing my grandparents (dads side) they just want to eat the rest up. God i hate them all.

Did I ever mention i hate sad movies...you know the ones where everybody dies at the end!? Gr...i didn't know Kal Ho Na Ho was sad! ;.; Well..not everyone died but still! Now I need to watch something happy and cheer myself up.

Oh yea we got a new VCR today xD; And we went to Devon so we got Naan and Kabobs too. The Kababish people changed their food so much! Today it was really differen't and not that great. But usually i love their food the best.

Well I was just thinking today, I hate Devon so much but then its like a place like Paki and stuff so I shouldn't. Because you can have all of the things you could have there so it doesn't feel so..lonely and different. I was thinking that its kinda...i donno...like i think i'm too good for it or something..but its not. I know its like Paki but its not Paki. Paki is so much more crowded and dirty (reasons why I said I didn't like Devon) but I still like it better than here (Devon). Its not the same for me. Same with Eid and the other holidays like Paki parade. I know Paki parade is for a good reason and i feel like I seem too good for it something because I dont go but its not because of that.....its just that its trying to be same but it can't because Paki was soo much different on the Independence day then with the parade here. Same with Eid. Its never any fun here at all because we don't know any desi peole here (except for like 1 or 2? ). So usually I dont dress up and stuff anymore. All the people here tell me its so much fun for them but they've been here so long or they were born here and they know a lot of people here so its different. But everything related to my culture or something is so boring here I dont even want to be part of it.

On the plus side I gained 6 pounds! =D Woohoo! I can probably get up to the 86-87 range but going above that is really hard for me.

Ok i'll try to blog what I remember

Wed.29 - We woke up kinda early and got ready and stuff. The plan was to go to Chicago (downtown) and drop my brother off at his interview (for a job) and just go to the Taste of Chicago. Buuut...we kinda came too early (there was no traffic which was kinda weird) and then we couldn't find parking and my parents didn't want to park in the garage place cuz its too expensive, so we were just going around downtown till about 10.50. Then we dropped my brother off at his interview and we were just going around again and I saw the H & M store. So, my dad dropped my mom and I off there and went to look for parking meters. First we went to sears, which was right next to H & M, and then to H & M. Omg thats a cheap store!!! I bought this shirt lol. i'm not sure if its a sale or what but the clothes i saw in the magazine were pretty expensive. Anyways, my dad was with us for a little bit and then he went on ahead to get the car (it was kinda far) and we were just walking out and I saw the Mickey Mouse statue =) So, I took a couple of pics (one didn't come out that nice) and then we got into the car and left to get my brother. We were suppose to go to Devon because my brother wanted to get some steaks or something for barbecuing but then we didn't remember until my dad got on the highway towards home. Then there was an arguement because he didn't remember and he wouldn't go back to Devon. Then we came home and it was just the usual routine.

Then...im not sure what day this was but we were going to watch Kal Ho Na Ho, and its a VHS my uncle let us borrow, and i put it in the VCR and it wouldn't go in all the way. So I took it out and the VCR went crazy. It kept ejecting a tape even though there was nothing in there.......so my dad tried to fix it but it didn't work, and we just threw it away.

Sun.04 - Well nothing special today either but there were fireworks at night and i saw some of them from my apartment. Most of them were blocked by this huge tree though. I tried to take a picture but the camera was in night mode, and it takes the picture slower and by the time it took it the small firework disappears anyways =/ Then Amy came online, and she went to the fireworks and she tooks pictures, so she showed me. She also went to this parade earlier that day and she showed me the cutest pic of a float!! OMG, it was the cutest froggy ever!! LOL

Alright, so today I woke up and I was watching TV til like 12.00 and then I finished my book for school. I'm so happy i'm done with those horrible books! Well, This Boy's Life, for english, was pretty good. The stats books were horrible though. Anyways, then my dad woke up and stuff and everyone was bumming around..and then we were all in my room. And my mom and dad were talking about some clothes or something and my brother starts yelling to be quiet and then theres a fight *sigh* (happens a lot eh? ) And then after a few hours everyone makes up. This is new, before my dad wouldn't talk to us for days and everyone would be all cranky and stuff for a week. But now everyones trying really hard to let everything be ok since we came back from my Uncles.

I think we're going to get a new VCR today but i'm not sure.