Well my aunt and uncle came over (they're my moms aunt and uncle but i call them my aunt and uncle) yesterday and they talked....my parents yelled and screamed. Then they convinced my dad to go to the doctor and my aunts gonna stay with us until he does. She will stay about 1 month. And we're not moving. And if we are after that 1 month its gonna be in Skokie so I can still go to NN. We'll just get a smaller apartment. In indiana we were gonna move close to my bro but the places out of the IU campus are like...bad..and the schools are good only for sports. Sports suck ><

Today after summer school we all went to eat at Devon. I ate kabobs xD then i came home about 2.30. And just... did nothing xD My uncle, my dad, and my bro just left. My bro's going to his summer school classes and then my uncle is going to the airport.

We cancelled the order for my bed-set >< But I dont care anymore. My dad fucked up everything anyways. He always does this. Usually its not such a big deal but this time it was. He started ripping up all the money and he was gonna rip up our papers for like...i donno but they're important xD they make us legal or something, but my bro took them from him. And he says he isnt crazy x.o;

I played .hack//sign a little...i donno where to go anymore but i didn't really look xD So I'll play again today I think. But first i have to work on ssnet a bit more >< Haven't worked on it a while.

Dont feel like writing the whole thing out so here: explaination

*poke at title* x.o; might explain more later if i have time but may parents had a huge fight again..

I have to update ssnet soon but I cant. I finally got the layout fully working and stuff but I have to add a lot more stuff and I have to redo what I already had. I wanna have a huge update with a new layout and a lot more stuff instead of doing small updates xD;

The algebra test was really easy o.o It was like 20 probs..but i probably made stupid mistakes. Mrs. Schuffert gave us tests that were 50-60 questions long...and those were way harder. I hope all tests in high school are this easy XD; I calculted...well actually hazel calculated what Im getting so far ^^; Its 83% i think...summer school is going sooo slow! Meh

*pokes her wet hair* Dry! Dry I tell you! xD I dont like blow drying but I dont wanna wait so long for it to dry! ><

XD I will die on October 9, 2063 at the age of 74 years old. XDD It said I would most likely die from cancer.

Well lets see...I just came back from the pet store cuz we had to return our dead fish but it was closed. I haven't really done anything the whole day. I watched American Juniors, the one that got the most votes...I think Tory, is sooo cute! XD Shes 9 and she's really small, xDDD;

Well I'm bored so I'm off to read some Peach Girl <3

Seems later then 5.00 ...well anyways XD In algebra no one got the story problem stuff so our teacher said we didnt have to do the homework xD yay. Tomorrow we have a test though, and I have to study....>< i dont wanna study. Meh.

After summer school I went to the doctors office for the physical, and i found out I weigh 80 lbs now XD i lost 7 lbs XDDD My moms stuffing me with food again -.- And my stomach hurts from eating xD; And then for the vision test, i couldn't read the last line with my left eye...but she didn't say anything so im not sure if my visions ok or not XD; i told her i couldn't read it and she said, 'oh thats ok' o.o But my moms telling me to get off cuz she thinks im gonna have to get glasses.

I got a burger at burger king....and i remembered tuna o.o; I dont eat sea food usually but i can eat the fish burger at burger king cuz it doesn't taste like anything.....whats with the tuna? x.o; i'm slow, i told you xD;

Then i came home and just have been on the compy. I'm gonna now cuz my mom's screaming.

oh an PLUG!! XD

I've been working on the new ssNet layout. Its gone to the coding stage finally XD; It was gonna be up soon but then i decided to do most of the content over again...so it might be a while. And I have to add more stuff.

I really dont like summer school. I got a C on my quiz -.-;; I got 1 question wrong cuz I didnt get it but the rest was cuz my teachers '2' looked like a 'z' -___- But I hope i'll do better on the quiz tomorrow. And I better get full scores for the homework! x.o; But I dont think that'll help much anyways if i do bad on the tests xD; I must get an A in this class! Or it will be worthless -.- I want to take Honors Bio now...cuz I want to take astronomy senior year!! Ugh...if nash doesn't give me honors bio (shes not giving it cuz of 2 points diff on the explore tests! xo; ) then i'm changing my councelor to the one my bro had. My bro said Nash doesn't give you the courses you want....and i heard she's annoying xD; But if she gives me this course then i'll stay with her XD;;;

My dad ordered the bed set today, its coming on July 2nd *nod* It was very surprising that his credit got approved! XD; Cuz we all thought his credit was bad xD; Amy is suppose to come over sometime...and I still have to ask if I can go to her house...I must ask at the right time or i'll probably get a no. XD My mom doesn't let me go to peoples houses -.-; Except for Esthers and Samiras..but thats cuz it was their b-day.

Oh...and somethings wrong with my blog...It doesnt load for a while...and then it starts loading after a few minutes...have to fix that.

I dont wanna blog today but i have to, it was a pretty bad day -_-; Well i woke up at like 10.30 and at 12-ish we went to the furniture place to get my bed. So we went to see some mattresses from different shops but the furniture shop had better and cheaper ones so we were leaving and then my mom and dad saw these wooden head/foot boards and they're like "you should buy this....this is nice.....look how nicely its shaped.." -.- So I wouldn't say anything and we just left the place and then my dads like 'that bedset is way too expensive to buy!' and i'm just like (i didn't say it aloud) 'maybe you should've thought of that BEFORE you told me 'yeees! of course we're getting that one!' and i didn't say anything and then he's like 'you dont need a dresser/mirror! that cost so much!' and i got mad and i'm just like 'either i'm getting it or im not! Just make up your mind!!!' and he wanted me to buy it, i know he did so we just went to the furniture store. And my bro went with us and he hated the bed (its really ...unique/girly, but i love it so i dont care if anyone else dose, and my bro's just like...no one will like it! ) so he wouldn't lemme buy it and then my dad wouldn't lemme buy anything that i liked, cuz he said 'its for babies!!!' and he would show me this huge-ass bed that HE like and he'll be like "BUY IT! BUY IT!!" It was all soooooooo annoying. And then in the end at 4.00 they FINALLY let me buy the one i wanted x.o; But my mom forgot her ID in her other purse and they wouldn't approve my dad's credit so we couldn't buy it -______-; So now we're gonna go tomorrow and my mom will bring her ID so we can buy it. Meh..

Then we went to Pizza Hut and we eat and stuff and after my brother insisted we go to home depot cuz he wants to build an aquarium. But we got out of there quickly and then went to walgreens to get my shampoo and came home.

I just took a shower now, and its 9 already. Tomorrow we have to go to the furniture place again and then i have to get my physical done for school. Gah, they better not take forever for the damn physical like they did when i got it done before.

Today I woke up at like 11-ish and then at 12-ish we went to see more bedsets and i went back to the second shop I went to and I saw the cutest bedset! XD; It' white with light green-ish pain on the posts...i dont know how to explain it, but its very unique xDD; And its very girly xDD; I'm getting it tomorrow. Well, ordering it, i donno when it'll come. And to match it I get to have a new computer table!! XD Cuz This one doesn't match and its not really a computer desk xD; I'm getting a white one now.

I just got back from the pet store. My brother got some fish. 2 rainbow sharks and 2 something platys. I dont care about fish anymore. Whatever. But my mom comes to me and she's like paint a blue background for the aquarium. Im like...why? She said cuz my bro wants a background and she doesn't wanna buy it. So i said tell him to paint it himself. And she's like 'omg!' and left. i'm just like...oO; i'm not painting. Cuz we dont even have water colors anymore and i'm not sitting for four freakin hours coloring with a colored pencil.

I found a new quiz/ survey thinger xD! I'm waiting for amy to get online so we can take it xDD;

I'm excited about fridays again -.- I dont like summer school but its not so bad. Oh and its from 8.00 to 12.15 *nod* cuz of a 15 min break. I'm taking math and we do 4-5 sections each day (a week in regular school) and we have a quiz everyday. But our teacher gives us time to do it in class so i finished.

Today was really crazy x.x; My mom forgot to wake me up this morning so i got up at like 7.25 when i was suppose to get up at 7.00. But I didn't have to rush that much to get to school. Anyways I came home at like 12.30-ish and then the paint ppl came at like 1.00 PM. So they stayed till..um..i donno but i started cleaning my room right away and then i cleaned most of the house so I was done at 6.00 PM. The kitchen is still messy but my moms cleaning that.

Now sunday we're gonna go and find something for my bedset. I have to make a desicion (sp?) by sunday. I better find something nice by then. I hope i can go look tomorrow too though.

I was sooo tired earlier cuz I was cleaning for a while. I went to watch tv and the freakin remote stopped working! >.< I got so mad and I banged it on the sofa (the wood part) and it started working xD; I'm still tired so i'm just sitting and now doing anything for a while now xDD;

I really dont want to go to summer school tomorrow!! >< Gr...stupid math. I dont know why I took it -.- I'm gonna have to wake up at 7 AM >< If my dad took me though, i'd have to wake up at 7.30-ish. Meh, hopefully I wont have as much hw as they say >.< Cuz my bro never really did hw in summer school o.O; And they say its 4 hrs of hw. Meh meh meh.

Omg! XD You know those counting sheep in the serta mattress commercials? XD I saw one in a mattress store! And it was huge! LOL. I want that sooo much! XD It better be for sale! hahaha xD; Its so cute.

I played .hack today xD; I got to the theta server! yay! Well I raised a grunty (this animal type thing in the game) and you have to feed it different stuff so it can mature good. But i didn't have the stuff it asked for so I fead it whatever, and it grew into a Noble Grunty xD And it said, 'mon ami' after every line. xDDD

I went today to look for a bedset but i didn't find anything. I like the ones that are only in twin and i need a full >< Cuz the ones in twin are for little kids so they aren't so bulky xD; And they're cute and light colored so it'll fit in the small room i'll have. But oh well ><

PLUG. She moved her blog *points to her new domain* I have to get working on the new layout for ssNet but nothing comes out xD; I know what kind I want but ..i donno >< I need to figure out what more stuff to add to ssNet...I have an audio/video..and im gonna add more pictures..but i have no idea what else to add.

I wanna watch my SM eps again..I never finished watching them all in jap (with english subtitles xD; ) I watched one a few days ago though....it seemed so odd/annoying XD; i still like it though.

Ugh...>< I made a layout for ssNet and then I didn't like it so i deleted it, now i'm starting on a new one. This is gonna be a very short entry -.- I feel like breaking something right now. uuughh..

Friday the people are coming to paint the apartment. And friday i'm gonna be at summer school >< At least I know Hazel will be with me. The day after i'm going to look for more bedsets cuz the ones I saw so far, I dont like.

I went to the mall today >< It was soo useless, there was a sale everywhere but no clothes -.- Not good ones at least. And on the way back it was cold!! Not fun at all. And i came home at like...7.15ish i donno. I was sooo tired! I still am >< So i'm gonna get off and just sit on my couch and watch tv xD; Oh and yesterday I started making a layout for ssNet *nod* I just have to finish it up. I dont like it though..so I might not use it xD;

Sammie left on saturday >< Now i'm even more bored. She's coming back in a month though...I really want to get my bedset already >< But i do not wanna move into the small bedroom x.x; I still dont think it can fit my dresser, my full bed, my comp, and my bookshelve which will have a tv on it soon XD All of that better fit in the room -.-;

She started RPing at Met! Yay XD; and..what else...you haven't been on in a while so you better get on soon. And...I wanna play .hack now! I'm gonna see if i can get my bro off the TV xD;

Yes, new layout, just made it today. its kinda messed up right now...scroll way down for the taggy and stuff..and..ignore the pink line around the taggy -.-;

i'm in a hurry so i'll blog more later..i hope i can figure out how to fix the layout!

My parents are fighting again ><; Over the phone though, thats good so they cant throw things at each other x.x; I am so bored and I have nothing to blog about. ooh *points to sidebar* look at the cute little adoptables! XD; yes i went on an adopting spree xD; Yea thats about it.

Oh and i need to rant, MY GRAND-MOTHER (from my fathers side) IS A FUCKING BITCH! AND I DO NOT REGRET SAYING THAT. SHE IS A FUCKING LOSER!

oh and PLUG! XD;

I did nothing the whole day today. Well i woke up at 11 and then we went to the library and did some grocery -.-; Came back..did nothing xD; Well Sammie called and we were talking for a while. I was thinking of making a new layout for ssNet but i've been making blog layouts so long I forgot how to make any other kind x.x; I have to wait until her blog is up to put the layout she made for me up. Cuz she has a matching layout and we have to put it up togather. And then i have to code some other stuff too @__@ And summer school starts friday, meh, well i got someone to help me with ssNet so that site will be updated, i think xD; I want to change my blog location so ppl i dont want coming here wont xD; i tried blocking them but i really dont get how to ^^;

I was just talking to Sammie on the phone and it was SOOO funny! XD She was imitating(sp?) ghetto people and i was falling off my bed LOL. Its soo funny how she says it. Hee today has been a pretty bad day but that was funny..xD; I'm bored...i dont feel like going to neopets anymore...and i stopped RPing at met...oh and i saw finding nemo ...yesterday? or the day before. I dont remember. But it was soooo funny! XD;

Yea, well my parents are fighting a lot...so my moms aunt said she'd come over...donno if she is or not. But my dads not going to work anymore and i hate cuz i want him to leave!! >< And I dont wanna live with him anymore either but I dont wanna move back to Pakistan. ugh..will blog later.

Ok, you always go like why why why why why why why why, tell me why!! if someone doesn't wanna tell you something. AND IT GETS ANNOYING! i hate it. you do everything i do. i get a blog, you get a blog, i like anime and now you started liking stuff like that (the pics and stuff), i go to met and you go to met, i use GM you have to use GM (but that doesn't really make a big deal but..) when i switched B2 and then to MT, you wanted to use those too, and i used this mood thing on my blog, now you wanted to use it. (you said, i'll use MT, those mood things are really cute, and you meant it like you wanted to use it too) and then i talk to amy so you have to go talk to amy. thats the only reason i cared. i dont care if you talk to winter from Met or blue eyes. i saw the convo cuz sammie showed me but only half i think. And she asked me if you were on at that time and you were but she couldn't see that you were on so you blocked her. I tell sammie stuff about my life which includes fights i have with you, and then you get mad. i dont care anymore. Ok, i got this blog cuz i wanted to write about everything. But then YOU started coming here and i couldn't write about anything. Its MY blog and i can write anything I want! I dont care who its about or anything anymore! Yea, i shouldn't have written about it in my blog but you could've went on met and announced it there. And sammie said something about me doesn't make it true, and you were the one that dragged me in. And you always think everyone is talking about you! And then you ask if amy was talking about you. you only talked to her once, she doesnt know you, so she wont talk about you but you have to drag her in everything! and now you think jfa talks about you too. well no one does!!!!!!!!!!!

My parents are fighting a lot...hm..we're probably gonna go back to pakistan, i wouldn't really care but its so hard to get internet over there! O.O that i care about. You can only use it for so many hours and i'm on the whole day! and the times are like SO different i wouldn't be able to talk to anyone i know here ;_______;

I just want to die! My parents are fighting constantly, and i wish my fuckin father would just shut the hell up. I just cant take this anymore!! Gaaaaaaaaah!!! Everythings such a bitch!

What is your problem?? Why the hell are you always starting something with sammie? and this time i had nothing to do with it at all and you start to drag me in it! Sammie doesn't want you to call her DJ Sammie so dont fuckin call her that!! And dont say you didn't call her that! Cuz we both know you did! You dont always have to know everything! If someone isn't telling you something is cuz they dont want you to know! So stop bugging ppl over and over and hoping they'll tell you! And then you ask me why i get annoyed at you! And why the hell do you have to go to met and announce it 'oh a friend of mine from met is being retarted' cuz i didn't even fuckin say anything to you. Sammie started this so why dont you go to her and finish this! But you freakin blocked her cuz you're scared and then you say 'she's a loser, why cant she say that herself!' oh i know cuz you blocked her! And then you start dragging amy into everything, 'oh what did she say about me!?' she doesn't even know who you are so why would she say anything and what makes you think i would tell you even if she did? And then you're always like 'you make layouts for all your other friends so make me one!' what if i dont want to? Yea i did ONE thing for her and ever since then you've been telling me to make you a layout and when i say no the next day you come and say 'can you make me a layout?' but like the first time on my taggy you're just like 'make me a layout as a christmas present ok?' you didnt even ask you ordered me to, why would i make you one? and then you get mad cuz i dont. And then you started going to met, yea i showed you that site once but that was a while ago and i knew you didnt care so i was just like oh ok, and now you start going there all of a sudden. But i was just like you know it doesn't matter but then you start pretending to be someone you're not and it pisses me off so much! But you know i let it go and if i tell sammie something you're just like 'why're you telling her stuff!?' cuz she's my friend i tell her stuff get over it! She tells me to be mean to you and im not but you know what now i really dont care. One thing happenend in 7th grade and its been a year and everythings back to normal with everyone, me and sammie are ok and me and moni are ok but you're still freakin having fights over that stuff! Its been a year sarah! Let it go! Yea i know this time sammie said something to you to start this fight or whatever but she was just mad at you cuz you moved and now you're trying to be all different then you were here. but the rest of the time you start every fight! you didn't have to call her dj sammie but you did and then she said to stop and you're just like 'why why why why why' dont you get it???? SHE IS NOT TELLING YOU! dont say she made this into a big deal cuz she didn't you did! When she told you to stop saying that and you asked why and she didn't tell you, you should've let it go but nooo you had to keep saying why why why and piss her off even more! You used to call her SAM III RA but then as soon as you heard someone calling her sammie you started calling her that, and she doesn't want you to! Cuz only some ppl call her that! And then you see DJ Sammie on her profile and now you think you can start calling her that? well you know its between her and her friends and just cuz she put it on her profile doesn't mean you have to call her that! Gah ><;

YAY! It's summer! I graduated yesterday XD was much fun. My dad was back to his normal self thats why. ^___^ Well we had to drop my bro off and we were really late so everything was messed up. But then I got to Niles West at like 6.40 and we all just talked till like 7.30 ^^; Everyone looked so pretty! Mostly everyone that had curly hair straightened it and the ones that had straight hair curled it xD; And half of the ppl had those up-do thingers o.o; I just got my hair thinned out and layered. Cuz it was too poofy to keep it open. I forgot about my curling iron or i would have curled it xD; Anyways, i got really scared at the beginning cuz i thought i would trip XD; I got new shoes too and i thought i could walk in them better, but then right when we were leaving i really couldn't walk in them so i just wore my older ones xD; well after the ceremony, we went to the cafeteria. Sammie pigged out on cake and cookies xD; Amy ate cake, and i just had lemonade (they didn't even have coke!) After that it took a while to find my parents and then i took pictures. We had to pick up my bro so we had to leave at like 9.10. We got my bro and then we went to devon (ugh!) and got this food lol. Kabob and i donno how to spell the other one. Then we came home and The Mummy Returns just started so we started watching that/eating. Then i fell asleep half way through the movie xD;

Today.....wasn't that good >.< Well we were gonna go see finding nemo (the 5.30 show). My bro needed the car so he dropped my dad off, and then he went to get more gas. So we were there and he was gonna put $10 gas but my mom gave him $20 and told him to put $10 gas. So he went and he put $10 but the guy never gave him the other $10 back. My mom got really mad cuz my bro wont go and get it from him. So they were shouting the whole time. And then my dad called and yelled at him so he took like 1/2 hour to go back and get the $10. Now, I was suppose to watch finding nemo and it was already 5.10ish. I really didn't wanna ask cuz my mom was in a really bad mood. So i waited and i was like she'll remember...But then by the time she cooled down it was 5.20 and i asked her and she said, 'i know we were suppose to go but we'll go tomorrow afternoon' so i guess i dont really mind cuz we always go at that time but you know i've been trying to go see it for the past week x.o;

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