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Mon, May 30, 2005

Dancing with Dogs (Blog)

Yesterday, Paul came over to my house and then we played Halo for a bit.
It was awesome!! Cuz he brought me some pozole that his mommy made!! YUMMY!!!!!!! I LOVE POZOLE!!!! Ha Ha so then he needed to go home to do something for a minute so I told him I would come pick him up in like a half hour... so I go to his house and then I tell him to feed me some more pozole!!!!

Yeah, two BIG bowls of pozole in one day!!!

So then we walk back to my house and I don't want to go home so we go to Jojo's house and get bored over there. Then Jojo wants to do something so I suggest we go to the park and walk Jojo's dog who hasn't been walked in days and it was all excited and everything!! SO cute!! I think it was a beagle or maybe it was mixed... I donno.

But anyway.. we walked all the way around marquette park and then we went to the swings and Paul and Jojo seemed tired but the dog and I were still full of energy. So I got on the swings for like 15 mins... then Jojo tied the dog to the fence and it started crying so I ran up to it and started playing with it. It kept attacking me and getting on its hind legs and I made it dance with me.

I told Paul that the dog was a better dancer than he was!!

Then I ran with it and skipped with it. I'm sure people thought I was crazy cuz Paul kept giving me that "My girlfriend is crazy, I can't believe she's not tired yet" look while I was dancing with the dog some more. Then it was late and we all decided to go home.

So then I got home and my mom asked me to burn some CDs for her. Yay!! So I got a chance to talk to my monkey!! Gosh, I miss her SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE U, MONKEY!!!!!!!!!!!! but then my mom was wondering why I was taking so long and then she kicked me off

So then Paul, Tito, my bro, and I were sitting outside and they started talking about space and evolution... and all those philosophical questions why we're here and what not. I was afraid of getting sick since I had just finished taking a shower.... plus I was dead tired so I went to bed and knocked out.

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Sun, May 29, 2005

Quiz!! (Blog)

You need guidance.
You have become very confused in your life
right now and are unable to make decisions that
pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures
as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't
seem to get any better by whatever method you
are using for now. There is a pain inside
because of this and you feel helpless in your
life, thinking you will never find your way
back. But even though the path may seem dark
you still try to find yourself, which means
your inner battle is not over.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Wed, May 25, 2005

Birthday and 4 month anniversary (Blog)

Okay, yesterday, the 24th was Paul's 19th Birthday!! Gosh, he's getting so old.. so quickly. Stop growing Paul, let me catch up!!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, PAUL!!!!! Happy Birthday! So anyway, for his birthday Paul, Tito, my bro, and I went on a car ride to different stores looking for an aluminum plant which we couldn't find. Paul needed it for his horticulture class. So after like 2 hours we gave up and went to eat at burger king!!

Then we went to my house and chilled for a bit and played Marvel Vs. Capcom then they all went home. It was great though cuz Paul gave me the remainder of his cake that his friends got him... AWWWWWW!!

So anyhoo, before I hung out with Paul on his b-day, I walked Noemi to her softball practice. Then after making her go on a guilt trip

she had to go and so I walked home. By the time I got to my block I saw Yadira and Sammy walking down. So I ran into my house dropped off my stuff and ran towards them... I caught them at the corner and I freaked them out!!

It was great, then we all went to Nina's and hung out for a bit. Ha ha... we all noticed something about ourselves. Yadi giggles a lot, Sam is always confused, Nina is usually the one laughing at everything, and I'm the one that acts like i know what's going on... in order to seem like I know everything.. (confusing? ha ha.. sam said that about me, it makes perfect sense) Then we called my house to get Paul to come over so they could give him his birthday hugs... ha ha. Sammy kept smelling Paul, it was hilarious. *shakes fist* damn you, he's my man!!

Hee Hee, okay today was Noemi and moi... our anniversary. Together for 4 months... whoo... second longest relationship I've ever been in!! Yay, I LOVE YOU, MONKEY!! Hee hee, so yeah I kept trying to make her smile all day long after putting her on guilt trips every 10 seconds. I donno, I was going crazy today... but in a good way

She made this lil gift for me... it has a pic of a baby monkey and baby bunny!! SO CUTE!! She's so sweet. Then I told her to write something on the back and she made this funny lil poem.. it was so dumb... but I loved it. <3

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Mon, May 23, 2005

Boredom... (Blog)

Okay, I'm bored enough to talk about what I've been up to.

On Saturday Paul, Tito, Shrek, my bro, and I decided to go downtown to go watch Star Wars!! We all walked to the 7-11 and got some slurpees!! Then Jojo called us and told us he's at the train station already and to hurry our butts up. So we got on the bus which was a block away (might as well, right?) and we weren't far but it would take us there quicker and then I look out the window and see Jojo walking down the street looking for us so we yell out and he sees us on the bus and turns back around.

The "angry" look on his face was funny. (Sorry, Jojo) and then we all got on the train and I was the guide since they wanted me to take them to the threater that was close to Navy Pier.

And since I worked there before... I finally remembered how to get there. So we get off and start walking (long walk, but awesome) and it was so pretty since it was getting dark and Jojo kept wishing he had his camera. Then I was listening to Fall Out Boy (damn you, monkey) and I got into deep thought. Paul kept trying to make me snap out of it though, but I'm antisocial so I didn't want to.

Then we get there and basically all the shows are sold out, but we manage to find out which was suprisingly an earlier show. All the late ones were sold out. So we get our tickets for 9:45 and then Jojo figures out that he lost his cell phone. Poor Jojo!

So then all the guys had to go to the bathroom and they were nice enough not to leave me by myself so they went in two groups...

while I was the one that remained in line!! It was very long though. Then after about an hour of waiting they let us in and we all went and got our seats. We all decide we're hungry so four of us decide to go get food. We find out it's super expensive!! So we decide to starve instead and get some fast food later or something. So the movie was all right. Not as good as I expected, but still very awesome. Yoda and R2 are the best!! Cute lil things

So then it's late almost midnight by the time we get out to go home. So we get back to the train station at 1 and take the bus to my house so I got home at 1:30AM. Yay! Fun day though, and then Jojo, Paul, and Tito decide to go get food without me!!

But that's okay... I got to see Samurai Champloo.. (new anime that I LOVE) and knocked out.

On Sunday, I didn't really do much, Paul came over and we played Halo for a bit, decided to take a few breaks every now and then in order to cool off and hopefully not fight like we always do. But we did good. We got up 2 levels.. whoo.. so I'm 20 again! *does a little dance* Then we went out to eat some pizza and came back and watched Star Wars: Episode II on TV. Then he left and I started my homework.

Today, I didn't do much. School was all right I guess. The only reason I WANT to go to school is to see Noemi. We started weight room in PE and it was really boring and no fun. Noemi kept trying to make me lift the big weights...

which I couldn't so I stuck to my little ones. I can't, I'm not strong!! Ha ha, that's what I get for not eating healthy. I'm suppose to be taking all these vitamins and what not.. but I don't, but hopefully I can get my old body back this summer. Afterschool, Noemi and I went walking. her softball practice was canceled, (yay!), so we started talking and I just keep loving her more and more each day.

She's the cutest, sweetest girl ever!! <3 and then she had to go home so we departed and I walked home by myself without music... which sucked.

But at least I got the rest of the day to do nothing.

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Mon, May 16, 2005

Hello, World! (Blog)

Okay, school today was fun, i guess. I tried to make up a story and I kept asking Noemi all these questions so I can get her character going. It was great, she made up this little monkey knome (yes, with a "K") and she made it sound so cute!! I want one now!! Damn those monkey knomes!! *shakes fist* Anyhoo then during P.E. I kinda went out of it, so I ended up doing my homework or whatever. Yeah, I'm boring. So then afterwards I came home and called Steph to see if she wanted to hang out but she couldn't since she had to clean her room. I told you to clean it, but nooooo.

Later on, I went home and did nothing, like right now!!! So now I'm just listening to Bayside and waiting for someone to talk to me before I force myself to do my homework!!! I don't want to... ahhh!

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Sun, May 8, 2005

Nothing to do.. (Blog)

Okay, yesterday was my mother's birthday! Yay! Yeah, I'm bad at memorizing so I don't know how old she is since we never have her blow out any candles!

But yeah unfortunately she had to work

So, that sucks. Anyhoo, yesterday Sammy invited me over to her house but I didn't go cuz I knew that my mommy would have been upset if I went somewhere for her birthday. That would have been mean. My mom is so lucky she gets her to celebrate her birthday and mother's day in the same week all the time. I don't have money!!

It sucks though cuz she works on the weekends so we can't take her out or anything.

Okay, yes, I was bored so I analyed my name

and this is what I got. It's creepy cuz it's all basically true.

"Even though the name Tiffany creates the urge to be artistically creative and original, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, and tension or accidents to the head.

The name Tiffany creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Difficulty in accepting advice or admitting that you may have made a mistake causes you to appear to be stubborn and set in your ways. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. "

Okay and then I went to look up my sign which is Pisces and their too long to paste here so here are the links....

Pisces Personality Traits <-- click here!! It's short.
Pisces! About Your Sign... <--click here!! It's long though.

Yeah I guess I am a true Piscean. It's weird though cuz my feet are always cold...like really cold.

And yes, I do live in my own little world.

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Fri, May 6, 2005

Song... "Innocence Faded" (Blog)

I'm not religious but I still enjoy James Labrie's music and right now this song.. i donno.. affects me.

"Love, just don't stare"
He used to say to me
every Sunday morning
The spider in the window
The angel in the pool
The old man takes the poison
Now the widow makes the rules

"So speak, I'm right here"
She used to say to me
not a word, not a word
Judas on the ceiling
the Devil in my bed
I guess Easter's never coming
So I'll just wait inside my head

Like a scream but sort of silent
living off my nightmares

Voices repeating me
"Feeling threatened?
We reflect your hopes and fears."
Voices discussing me
"Others steal your thoughts
they're not confined
within your mind."

Thought disorder
Dream control
Now they read my mind on the radio
But where was the Garden of Eden?

I feel elated
I feel depressed
Sex is death, Death is sex
Says it right here on my Crucifix

Like a scream but sort of silent
living off my nightmares

Voices protecting me
"Good behavior
brings the Savior
to his knees."

Voices rejecting me
"Others steal your thoughts
they're not confined
to your own mind."

I'm kneeling on the floor
staring at the wall
like the spider in the window
I wish that I could speak
Is there fantasy in refuge?
God in politicians?
Should I turn on my religion?
These demons in my head tell me to

I'm lying here in bed
Swear my skin is inside out
Just another Sunday morning

Seen my diary on the newsstand
Seems we've lost the truth to quicksand
It's a shame no one is praying
'Cause these voices in my head
keep saying...

"Love, just don't stare."
"Reveal the Word when you're
supposed to"
Withdrawn and introverted
Infectiously perverted
"Being laughed at and confused
keeps us pleasantly amused
enough to stay."

Maybe I'm just Cassandra fleeting
Twentieth century Icon bleeding
Willing to risk Salvation
to escape from isolation

I'm witness to redemption
heard you speak but never listened
Can you rid me of my secrets?
Deliver us from Darkness?

Voices repeating me
"Feeling threatened?
We reflect .your hopes and fears."

Voices discussing me
Don't expect your own Messiah
This neverworld which you desire
is only in your mind.

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Mon, May 2, 2005

School, monkeys, xangas (Blog)

Current time (as told by the comp): 7:23 PM
Currently listening to: "Maniac" - Evergreen Terrace
Currently wearing: School uniform ha ha
Currently drinking: Nothing..
Currently eating: Nothing...

Ok, anyway school today was pretty fun. I gave Noemi the monkey that I bought her. She loved it! I was so glad, yay I did a good thing!

Okay so afterschool I hung out with Noemi a bit cuz she was having trouble trying to find out whether there was practice or not! Crazy monkey running around the school trying to tell people and be a lil messenger. So then she took me to the school corner but she had to go and eat pizza with her team so she left me. I walked home and started eating..lol I didn't even put my bag down. I was so HUNGRY for some reason. Anyhoo Paul came over cuz he needed to work on his project which I helped him pick out! Whoo Whoo! It involves music

So then I took a nap in my room all nice and warm! YAY! Even though he kept waking me up with kisses and questions.

He must tell me he loves me more times when I'm sleeping than when I'm awake! So then before he left he pointed out some guy in the yearbook that checked me out today after swimming!

It was funny, he didn't get mad though. I was like... fine let him check me out! Anyhoo, now I'm just waiting to see if my monkey ever gets on.

On a different note, I feel like an outcast once again.

But it's okay, I think I'm getting used to being "different." I guess I notice all these little things that shouldn't matter, but they do to me and they only show me how much I don't have in common with the people I KNOW.

It's stupid, I know! Guess what it is?! It's this whole... xanga thing. Everyone is getting one! I mean, I love my site cuz I can do whatever I want with it! Mwahahahaha! Not a lot of people read it or make comments anyway, so I can't make many friends!

Just kidding! I made plenty of new people through my sites. I don't know I guess my hobbies are all too.. weird for some people. I think I need to make a new layout for this site cuz I'm getting bored from it. I need to make it "unique and stylish" again! Something I can call my own. I'm weird, ignore me.

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Sun, May 1, 2005

uh-oh (Blog)

I forgot to mention that i saw Sydney and Ivan at the mall! Yup yup! Whoo Whoo! My little lemon-picking partner! I didn't really say hi to Sydney cuz she was far away but i SAW her!

And then I saw Ivan with his aunt and the baby and I ran up to him and scared him! He told me he got his cartilage pierced and then he showed me! How sexy! He told me to say hi to my monkey.. so.. yeah Ivan says "aloha!" Yup yup.

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Sun, May 1, 2005

Why... me... (Blog)

Ok.. Ok... That's it I have had it! I'm fucking sick of everyone's bullshit! Why must everyone always blame everything on me?! What the hell did I ever do?! I never did anything to anyone! This is all just so fucking confusing!!! I can't even fucking say anything without someone turning it negatively and completely making it untrue and then people go crazy! That and I'm tired of feeling like I never fit in ANYWHERE I fucking go! I always feel like such an outcast and my damn friends aren't helping one bit! I never get to hang out with anyone anymore. And I'm always the last one to know things and if not.. then I never get to know anything at all. NO ONE tells me anything these days. All I have now is Steph! And that's peachy and all but I still fucking miss my friends too! That and then there's this person who fucking "admires" me so much, but of course, Someone has to fuck me over and she ends up admiring all the bad things about me! Why me? I can't stand people, anymore! I HATE people! They are all so... idk... stupid all the time. I can't even see my girl either! I just have all this hidden anger building up inside me that I just have to get rid of. All these hidden feelings and secrets that keep popping out of nowhere and I fucking hate it! I think I now officially hate everyone I know just a teeny bit. And yes, I do mean EVERYONE that i know and care for. No one should care about me anymore. Sometimes I think everyone, including me, would be better off if I just locked myself in my room forever or if I can just disappear and never come back!!! No one would notice I was gone anyway. I can't do anything anymore without it turning out badly! I can't even show love or affection to Paul. My girl is not here. I just CAN'T for stupid reasons and then some. And I hate it! I HATE EVERYTHING! MAKE EVERYTHING GO AWAY BEFORE I EXPLODE.....

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